This too will PASS....

It is 6:30 PM IST
My CFA level 1 will be released @ 7:30P.M. IST.
I am going to watch slumdog millionaire move. And the show starts @ 7:35 P.M. IST.
Pristine result day lumps in stomach. But slumdog beckons for the moment.
This evening too will PASS.

On a sunday Lazy Afternoon

After a thai ammavasai sambhar special lunch and failed attempts at keeping yourself intereted in TV,music,books one is pushed to blogging. Ennatha ezhutha nu thaan therleh. yes about TV mokkai.

Mokkai 1:Veerappa moily in some bloody news channel rubbishes for a minute a reporters' question about speculations of replacing manmoham singh and emphasizes his points by a strong ending statement like "Hence Your question is irrelevant".So an irrelevant question that will be of no use just took away one minute of myslef, veerappa moilys' and that true :-) journalist.

Mokkai 2: Haasini paesum padam. Suhasini reviews Villu and slumdog millionaire. To give here reviews in a nutshell i wanted to like villu and hate slumdog.

Mokkai 3: Unakkagha yellam unakkagha. Movie on some channel.karthik was a decent actor and sundar c. was a decent director. aaaana ipppo?

Mokkai 4: Mobile rings. Call from a delhi number. Attending the call inspite of knowing it to be a marketing call. A lsy on the other end markets vehemently in hindi about some club membership. i say "sorry mujhi hindi nahi aatha" and cut the call.

Mokkai 5: Villu song.some I love you song. equivalent of pokiris' "nee mutham ondru thanthal" minus the decent music, charming choreography of that song. Vijay nayanthara yellam song kulla saerthiyae kedayathu.

Mokkai 6:kalaignar tv top ten movies. No.1 Villu. Rowdyism.

Mokkai 7:i keep toggling between some 25 channels. And there is this channel which plays only padikkathavan trailer.

Mokkai 8: sun news channel. sujatha krishnamoorthy is not showing up today.

Mokkai 9: TV switched off. What next? Again switch on.

Mokkai 10: TV wins. It pushes me to do some other mokkai. Athaan intha blogging mokkai.

puthiya thahtuvam 1000000001....

The frustration caused by ones' own mediocrity is endless.-eppovo engavo padichathu......

NAAN KADAVUL

Ithu padam alla Nijam. What is this ME thing that should make me a mean, average, great or even much more to others. Is this ME the one I love myself stuff or I am loved by everyone stuff. The former looks formidably easy and the latter is tough and one that everyone strives for. You believe in this I will request to help yourself by not bothering to read further. There is a definitive cycle to life one that is more biologically driven. And any other attribute I can add to my life is by this ME. I say my life is Mechanical, I am mechanical and not the ME. Not a wrong thing at all to be monotonously mechanical. After all, animals do survive. Don’t they? So I dissect this ME to add more meaning to life. Who demanded more meaning don’t ask me? May be you can ask the ME. And that ME is a set of beliefs, non-beliefs, emotions, demands, expectations, etc. And this ME gets into tussle so often, with itself most of the times and with others at times. And if you are game come and attack the ME and not me. This isn’t any post disaster cry. Life is really devilish at times. And people at the most behave like animals. Behaving animal if is part of ME then unleash it. So there is total chaos and nonsense. Rake the ME. He is the one after all with you any time and every time. I am so comfortable with ME. I know I live life in cycles which I have to break every time to lead a journey to satisfy that ME. And I take criticism, accolades, bashes, bouquets on behalf of the ME. I have no regrets. I have very acceptable standards for a contingent life. But that isn’t what ME craves for and I shall strive to thrive that journey. And I do care for a whole lot along the journey. But not the same with the ME. All that the ME knows is I will find ME. And anything should confront me the ME will pound it.

On a seperate note Naan Kadaavul songs are pure emotions. Pitchai paathiram song.......

Raasaiya

New year bashes are becoming more cutomary. They are just another opportunity for a grand party. It used to be regular orchestra during school days. Almost whole of the cooling year. Then really loved those days of 4 people on a bike, rashing ,shouting,wishing everyone en route Marina beach. College Duds (that was not a spelling mistake) u see.Yesterday was a very very customary party , a small one though at home with friends. Sun music airs suddenly Ilamai idho idho song. Palov effect. Yea New year arrived. And you start dancing immediately. and that reaction with everyone present there. Rasaiya..eiyya ,only u possible. True to lyrics Ilamai was there and will be there for ever in the song. Now all i wish another 100 generations get the pleasure of dancing for this song on a new year celebration.

wielding weekend

weekends are vagaries. When they aren't actual, u stagger more.Christams on a thursday is a case.

Late ...offlate

Offlate was held up with too many importnat assignments. Work, Sisters' marriage and my first level CFA exams. Buit din miss to catch all the action around. So a late reactions for things that happened offlate.

Mumbai attack: Anger peaked. But felt as helpless as ever. Or even more. We friends have been thinking and talking a lot regarding this. Time has to tell if all those discussions and thinking will make a telling difference. This isn't just pertaining to mumbai attack but the general scenario of the country as such.

Vaaranam Aayiram : I don't go to any movie to enjoy how heartfelt a director has delivered his movie. Heck who cares. All i care is how heartfelt am I after watching the movie. And that one DADDY word was enough of spoiler for the whole movie. very Average affair.

Market : Given the profession i am into couple of friends asked me advise on betting on volatility. Though i politely refuse advising anyone, but still it gave me signs of no respite for the market

CFA: Got into study mode after such a long time and hell nerve wracking it was. But gave my full and managed a decent attempt. And results are always there for retrospection. Add on:Been to singapore to writ the exam. Singapore is systematic.Night life was amazing.

This is definitely not a new year resolution, but for that not a resolution at all.But would like to write more regularly.