What is it all about.

It’s time to decide. It’s always time to decide.
Will world order change if for a change we decide not to decide on anything at all?
And just keep the flow of life.
The accompaniment to a decision is to change course. To whatever degree it may be.
It is entirely acceptable that you are just doodling with life. But still you do it so relishing.
Then why take harsh decisions to alter it?
Is it the supposed attachment that guides us to decide and keep altering and be unsettled as ever?
So where does all these attachments lead to?
An autobiography of yours which for all reason you may never write?
Or is it to eschew the brickbats of a worthless world?
Or is it that desire to be in all?
Questions? Questions? Questions?
Care about answers eh.
And things get quirky complex when decisions are to be made for the betterment of everyone.
Because you assume you know what betterment for everyone is?
And it is as simple that the decisions you make does not change the course of others an iota is the best.
Deeds are always acknowledged and accounted. No doubt you ought to have about this.
Methods of acknowledgement and accounting need not be per se your interest.
Even worse you may not be even aware of the system of acknowledgement and accounting.
So comfortable to assume that deeds are dead ones once they are done.
Deed that are done and alternatively that are not done both are dead beyond a time.
They shall rise at different occasions only to vituperate you.
As to understand how the deeds done were no better off than that deed having been not done and the deed not to have been done were mistakes in life and how they are just another slip to glory had that deed been done .
But either done or not done, nothing can be undone.
And no one shall perish about that.
Wait life got more iffier if not tougher situations.
When you ought to be doing a deed you are indeed doing something else.
The deed you ought to do is partially decided by you though.
Nevertheless the large part of that compulsion is again the betterment of everyone.
This everyone and this betterment you are entirely not aware of.
But you can be held at responsibility for lack of such deed doings.
But the nemesis for any recalcitrant is himself.
You succumb to the recalcitrant. And that’s how you end up not doing the needed to be done deed.
And as ever it shall rise at appropriate future to haunt you.
The benefit of doubt of such situations shall be mercilessly decided to our favor
It is Hypocrisy, Convenience, Breaking the conventions. An entire foolish world shall interpret and attribute you the above as such things.
To gauntlet such a world a little bit and more of oneself is seemingly life.
Sari than poda. Life starts with such self appraisals.

I love Vettaikaran

Watching a movie like Yogi, when life is already calling for full is a painful experience.

I want Entertainment.

Result. Come whatever I want to see vettaikaran first day .

தனி(த்)தல்

உன்னிதழோடு
என்னிதழ்
எண்ணி தழல்.

தனிமை தருணங்களில்
தவித்ததுண்டு காதலுக்காய்
காதல் தருணங்களில்
கருகினேன் தனிமையில்.
பெண் மயில் நீயே காரணம்
பேதை என் வாழ்வின் பூரணம்.


சின்னதாய் சிரிக்கும்
சின்ன பெண்
சிறிதாயினும் சிந்திப்பாளா?
சிரியன் நான் சிதறிபோவேன் .
சிந்தைக்கெட்டாது
சிந்தியது தேனா? பாலா ?

Spirit- A Kick Story

Deducing life out of every day is a mission in life.
Some days are mission impossible.
Nevertheless spirit doesn’t die.
Yes as a last resort get the spirit and bring back all life.
Here I come.
Socializing with spirit is a humane boon.
We are such bane on humane that we don’t socialize with animals. Yes, everyone other than the gang is animals.
They lack spirit.
We bemoan such spiritless life.
But where’s the gang and where’s the spirit?
Why is it missing?
Is it a process of Evolution?
I want to be a paramecium only.
Or lack of occasion. Occasions are just excuses. And excuses are abundant.
It is Just that someone need to kindle the spirit.
Buying spirit is damn easy.
Bringing spirit is becoming difficult.
Time will definitely percolate the spirit along.
Time shall wait for none. Everyone shall not wait with Time.
Till then let’s hold and move on to the individual spirits.
Towards the Day again all spirits will burst, boom and boisterously beam the spirit of the gang.

PS1:
Spirit (Noun) 3 of various Available Meanings
: 1)an attitude or principle that inspires, animates, or pervades thought, feeling, or action
2)vigorous sense of membership in a group
3)Alcohol.
PS2: I leave it to the reader’s judgment to appropriate the usage of Spirit word.

Written just to write something after a long time, no agenda....

The valiance to validate, intriguingly impartially insightfully, your own life is an ultimatum. Not easily achievable though. Social order places checkpoints in roads you travel to validate and verify that you are not actually lost. Damn are those who want to be lost. Incidentally when constantly proving thyself is a necessity rather than a need you need all those right check points at the right times. Side lanes at times present better options than ordered roads. But for a small time though after which you only stagnate and stink. Heralding the news of new order, messiahs if you are new roads will be created and named after you. When being oneself is of the least concern why bother about leaving names. Damn are those who want to be lost. To rampantly retaliate at the remorse that one beholds is no way a solution. Ravenously reinventing self will always work wonders. However it is a mighty task and requires lot of anger and attitude. The anger to question the existence and the attitude to stay afloat without even trying to find the answer to those angry questions. Or further to deny even the existence of such angry questions. All you get is a mark of the guy with the attitude. Good for some, bad for most. Worst for one’s own self. Anger should persist and thwart attitude’s overt display. Life does provide ample reminders towards that. Check points you see. Life, like one’s nakedness, can’t be bared to everyone. Need to dress up for people and occasions. If at all you want be all bare and naked, runaway to the place you are not unacceptable. Get Lost. Damn are those who want to be lost.

Deepavali

It might entirely backfire, but immensely looking forward this one.

NOW THAT

Now that we are still resisting from seeing kandasamy tells us maturing in terms of movie watching.

This one really got mixed reviews and maybe we will view leisurely.
But the problem with this and erstwhile Dasavatharam kind of Mega budget movies is, what is the point of all the hype about it when you critically miss one or more aspects entirely unattended? Music, if not grandeur, at least not even a decent one is a real sore thing in these movies. And some more woes (vikram singing almost all songs is a case) and what we get is a sloppy final product.

Watched kaminey. A good watch it was.
But definitely it is not as great as all the great reviewers glorify. You have seen these characters, style, loads of time in loads of foreign movies. I don’t know whoever will not be interested in hearing a Heavy Guitar riff to settle before some heavy actions starts. And here Vishal does so many such clever moves. And that’s it and doesn’t stand anything else to be a cult or a redefinition of movie making.

Harris Jeyaraj has this uncanny knack of recycling his stock tunes with loads of international music strewn in. But something about keeping it all mellow with right choice of instruments make a song or two of his interesting. The latest hasilie fisilie from aadhavan is one such. You get to listen some strands of kadhal desam in the interludes, plus some inspired humming from rise up towards the end. But heck it is addictive and is on loop. And yea it doesn’t interfere with your concentration on work. That is good.

There are incidents which happen in life, such trivial for the moment, yet speak loads about the path we are treading. It sometime is like unbecoming of all what you think are. Chances to learn are there though.